Its nearly your birthday and you would have been 19yrs the pain is unbearable without you here me and your brothers and sisters are dreading christmas they dont even want a tree.Its going to be so hard now you have your hamster and your fish with you please take your frog its driving me mad the kids think its so funny and im sure if you can see us you will be laughing your head off it freaks me out.No words can ever express how much we love and miss you. xxxxxx